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[06 Jun 2006|08:53pm] |
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Its been forever since ive written in this thing well ive found new friends since sum ppl are worthless n dont deserve half the things they have ...well lets jus say that stupid ppl get a nice reality slap well only if they cross my line bc im not talkin shit from nobody so.. I had a job but i jus quit las month it was my 1st job that i had been wrkn their for a lil over six months n i get my car on saturday n my license about 2 weeks after that but now i have 2 deal with my asshole brother whos jealous of the car im gettin bc he got a p.o.s n he thinks i feel sry for him wen he thinks everythin is comin his way hes jus a screw up like most ppl i kne well stupid shit happens 2 stupid ppl...thats all i have 2 say im invovled in a new relationship n we've been 2gether for 4n half months he graduated skewl my parents love him n every 1 says we make a cute couple....n no other girl can have him bc hes all mine n i wouldnt give him up for the world! n he knos that so bitches back te fuck off bc im not playin this time!
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| wat a waste of time |
[30 Dec 2005|01:00am] |
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well life just happens to go on for some better than others well boys in my life go quick i just guess i get bored easily NEXT lol plenty more 2 date wasn't worth that much just drama somethin i can't deal with ne more so 2 hell with them i feel much better by the way NATE's a big nasty he was sayin all these freaky things 2 me wat a fuckin loser don't kno wats wrong with that boy must be depressed bc he can't get a girlfriend oh well 1 tear for him news flash who cares ???? din;t think ne 1 did n they still don't thats all i have 2 say for 2day !! nite i like when ppl r mad @ me or hate me @ least i kno their thinking about me!!:p
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| boys r trouble |
[26 Dec 2005|10:15am] |
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ok well last nite xmas eve i got wasted lol wat fun i had um i have a bf wat a sweetheart hes great better than others i could say n @least i kno hes not cheatin on me n doesnt have a small dick haha sry daniel every`1 knows n by the way shannon stop suckin up daniel bc he said you suck @ it n that brittnays better than you ouch that must hurt by a guy that doesnt want 2 evenat eyou bc hes thinks ur ugly damn i would hate 2 b you well im glad im not bc i dont have fake everything wow this is so great and im glad im nothing like you 2 even think if i was that skinny i would never say that i would even possibleneed 2 loose weight n ur mickey mouse friend sam needs 2 try n make up better rumors bout me askin her a few years ago how to fingure myself with a toothbrush now tell me how is that even possible and @ least i know that im way prettier than you and can find a boyfriend and that i dont have 2 lie to ne of my friends about shit and then get all caught up in lies bc you think they'll get mad haha i make myself laugh just thinking of wat you and sam talk about like how you guys fingure each other thats sad sam has a boyfriend which most likley is cheatin on her in miami that can't give her that pleasure that she gets it from another girl their is two ways you could go and i think ur little friend sam is alil confused on her gender now please tell me why do you have friedns that you dont deserve besides sam if you cant treat them rite wow and whats uo with your hair canare yellow you look like a damn bird and the nails chill out with the colors you have some serious issues plz get some proffessional help you and your wana b lesbianed friend and dont think i wont here what you have 2 say and dont b scared 2 try n tell me off bc as hard as u try im always guna come back with somethin better see ya on the flip side
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[08 Nov 2005|03:22pm] |
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how gay i hate mondays well i havent written in this thing forever well ne wayz um i went 2 my homecoming it was really fun i was dressed so cute i was so happy my parents got me a limo n all tihs cool stuff and i took my bestfriend which is now datin my brother how weird is that their always talking ne wayz ive done alot of a lil but um last few friedays ive went dt n theirs lots of fights down their n then sat. ig o 2 the malls 2 go shoppin n sun. the beach went 2 miami satn sun last night i was drivin a new convertable mustang its one of my moms many rentals but thats ok i found out i was gettina c ar for my birthday n i also get 2 test drive every car she gets so then we can chose the one i like well ne wayz im goin 2 the crossings wi brittany and were guan go out 2 eat n stuff i guess ill find out how that goes but all is good ova here in south sota talk to yall lata peace !!!!!!!!!!!
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| friday!!!!!! |
[21 Oct 2005|03:16pm] |
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heck yes its friday score talk bout sum serious fun ok lets c frist im goin 2 stardust 2nite homcming is a week from saturday n i have the hottest teacher n most of the boys in 4th period r cute well ivve had 2 ofers 2 homecoming but neither 1 i want i thnk im guna go w/o a boy ewwwwWWwwwww!!! i saw daniel wat a fag omg he told me 2 go hang out with my loser friends on the fone a couple of days ago n i was guna key his car but i dint bc nobody would let me n then i was guna say somethin 2 him 2day bc he said hi 2 me n i wasnt guna cause a scene but i was guna walk up 2 him n say somethin that i really do need 2 say bc its annoyin the hell outa me but i will say it 2 him next time tahts for sure well i g2g wait outside for the storm 2 blow me away!!!
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| saturday |
[15 Oct 2005|05:24pm] |
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ummmmmmmmmmmm notihng is happening but thats ok bc my parnets are gone 2 jacksonville for my brothers last football game then next saturday they're goin 2 miami yep aint that cool !!! yea ne way brandi fougth like 10 black guys drama left n right waistin time on uslees girls that think they can get ne thing they want how sad well secrets on top o f secrets i hate when ppl fight all they do is invovle more ppl im tired i cleaned my house 2day n just have somethin heavy on my mond hopin i find n answer soon well if ne feels the same let me kno...........on 2 the near future
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| tues. |
[11 Oct 2005|06:46pm] |
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drama drama drama get over urselfs damn ive never met a guy that always thinks the world revolves around him damn wat a bitch hes so damn sassy n only cares about himself wat a fag im glad i aint waistin my time on daniel hes such a loser hes a total waist of time n a complete mistake 2 date lol so some good advice is 2 never date him thats for sure home comin is in 2 weeks or so score my friends throwin a party the day b 4 how hott is that?!!! lol lifes good w/o all these damn stuck up girls around ignore them n make guy friends that how it works in this case for a girl but it is always good 2 keep a few girls round @ least thats what ive been doin n i havent had 1 problem by the way some 1 tell daniel that all the stuff that was in my locker i threw it all away so dont plan on puttin ne thin in their!!!
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[08 Oct 2005|06:54pm] |
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hey yea ok well this weekend has been odd and tiring well friday i went 2 the skatin ring n then yea this kid like freakin had his sister ask me 2 go talk 2 him bc he was shy lol well then blah blah blah it was a waire of time lol he calles me 20 times a day then saturfay i went 2 the mall n n toys r us n then the compound n brandi was hollerin at all these guys they all ignored her it was so damn funny well i guess that ill have 2 find out wat im doin 2morrow
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| WeWeWeWeWeWeWe |
[06 Oct 2005|04:05pm] |
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today is thursday nothin new that ive done 2morrow im goin 2 the skatin ring with a bunch of ppl yea!!! lol i dk im triyn 2 make new guy friends that arent azz holes and that dont always wana use ppl for shit lol yea but ne wyaz lifes good their aint nothin wrong with that but i like ti like that with out drama from certian skanky whores names will not b menchined 2 least im nice enough 2 do that much well got hmwk ttyl or call me
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[04 Oct 2005|04:18pm] |
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heyheyhey i think this week is gud lol um well xcept the fact that alicia wants 2 fight daneile and danielle doesnt kno wat 2 due n i have 2 teach ehr self defense and yea rite well it hink this is guna b fun! but good days so far nothin new xcept all these guy friends lol n every 1 of my female friends envys me bc whoever they like likes me mhwwwaaahahahaha lol thats not my fault but ne wyaz lifes good how bout u ? wait who cares this is my lj u let me kno in urs but yea gots tons 2 due n so lil time peace home g!!! ttyl
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[03 Oct 2005|02:55pm] |
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hey hey hey this weekend was tight went dt on fri. every 1 was makin out wit da same girl kinda fuckin creepy but ne way my friend put bubbles in da fountain n we were drunk as fuck n we were runnin around slappin ppl in da face it was funny as fuck then sat we went 2 this tight party n brandi and danielle got into a fight n then me n brandi met some fine azz guys @ the mall n then @ the party lol yall shoulda seen brandi n danielle throw dem bowls lol sun went 2 the mall nates house then his condo then out 2 eat n then came out n pasted the fuck out pretty busy weekend lol my brothers watchin fuckin dodgeball weirdo!!jp hooty huo
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[01 Oct 2005|09:14am] |
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u wat i find is so damn funny is how ppl like 2 talk shit behind ur back n over the fone but not 2 ur face it really makes me laugh @ how scared they are 2 say ne thin 2 me like some 1 that said that i was just usin daniel well guess wat bitch i dont use ppl like u do so y dont u go waste ur time on somethin else like ur fag boyfriends thats in miami whos most likely cheatin on ur stupid ass and i cant stand the fact taht ur sucha bitch i c y u dotn have very many girlfriends
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[29 Sep 2005|03:06pm] |
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hey hey hey nothin new in my life like i need it im hopin 2 get away this weekend !! i dk wat ima do i think that im guna egg a couple of houses n tp them 2 i dk but im suppose 2 b gettin mona for 2 ppl n now i have 2 figure what th f im guna do well if ne 1 wants 2 do ne thing then call me up !!! n if ne thing new in ur life y dont u inlighten me n mayb take care of some business if u kno wat i mean !!! lol holler lol
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[27 Sep 2005|02:47pm] |
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u kno its so funny how much time it takes 2 realize that u have no reason 2 live but u dont really have a purpose 2 die either so wat should u do while ur waiting? if ne can figure that out i'd like 2 kno! so lifes not so good thats great isn't it? nope! o well just put a smile on n pretend 2 b happy so no 1 will ever kno wat a waist of time tryin so hard 2 explain somethin 2 some 1 n u'd think or probably kno that their never guna get it rite yep sure y not well then theirs nothin special in my life except for the fact that all the guys brandi likes they all like me n she wonders y i dont like 2 hang out with her god! a fact for the guys !!!!! .............ThEiRs NoThInG sPeCiAl AbOuT mE !!! so get over me n move on ur jsut waisting ur time on a teaser not a pleaser im only good 2 party with !!! heck yessssssss!!! yea so if ne 1 thinks that i dont deserve ne thing i have press 1 or if i deserve wat i have n should have more press 2 n if ne 1 thinks that i should get wat was taken from me press 3 !! c ya on the flip sides
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| FrIdAy |
[23 Sep 2005|04:37pm] |
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ok ok ok this is crazy i hate every last 1 of u that have waisted my time this is all bs ur all a bunch of backstabbin trash talkin sob's n i really think that all of yall need 2 learn some damn respect since that wont go through ur head then i guess that im just guna have 2 smack u n c if that changes ne thin mayb who kno or jsut mayb im jsut the biggest bitch in the world that doesnt deseve ne friends well who knos the case n for ne 1 who thinks that they can try n take shit away from me ur wrong bout that bc ur jsut waistin ur time bc i wont let u have it wats mine is mine n thats how it works n get a life shannon bc ur a stupid skiny azz bitch who needs 2 try n stop tellin other ppl wat 2 do n take her own advise n stop b in 2 faced bc all the shit uve done 2 me i dint even deserve n now im payin for somethin that i regret n that was b in friends wit !!!
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[15 Sep 2005|06:17pm] |
i have so much 2 do n so lil time my neck back n head really hurst havent gotten much sleep im tired cranky n just a lil moody bc ive been ahvin a bad week i cant wait till this weekend i dc ne more my life has gone 2 hell i just wish that i wouldnt get so mad @ everything n i try so hard not 2 draw ne attention 2 it but boy does it drive me crazy omg my teachers need 2 stop given out hmwk its so frustratin i have 10 chpter 1 book report n 5 pg 2 read with 4 ?'s just for history then i dont have ne thing for driver's ed n english i have a vocab test n have 2 rite word for word def. n in math i have 2 pgs of hmwk these ppl r crazy if they dotn cut me ne slack im never guna n on top of that i have so many distractions n my boyfriend n chores omg im glad i dont have a job once i get all that undercontroll ill look for a job. n ill b gettin my license in 10 months yes!! hopefully a car will follw that lol but who knos ne 1 wana trade lifes? jsut curious never hurt 2 ask will some 1 just get me f'd up so i dont have so much stress im only 15!! for gods sake this sint helpin ne i need 2 flirt mor e in 4ht per so i can get the dorky kids 2 due my work or let me copy lol but ne wayz leaven a post would b nice weither i hate u or not
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| tues..... |
[13 Sep 2005|09:43pm] |
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oMg i wana screa till i faint this is so hard for me rite now im tryin 2 hoold on with out hurting myself or ne others but when ppl keep pushin me i have 2 break sometime now nate thinks my bf is cheatin on me n now thiers guna b some problems between me n nate tis really wrong but i kno its probably bc he likes me so much he cant keep tryin 2 hold me back from liking other ppl its so stupid if i cant see ne thing goin between us y do ppl have 2 keep tryin n i dont c wats so damn special bout me im a waist of time all i do is lie lie n lie im not the datin type ive been hurt so much i cant even deal with this ne more plz!!!!! will some 1 help me b4 somethin bad happens n every1 regrets it bc they dint do ne thing!!
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| hey hey hey its wed. |
[07 Sep 2005|08:01pm] |
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omg i told shannon that i was datin daniel she pretty much kne or guessed or w/e but yea ne ways 2morrow will b a week that we've been datin n his bday is 2morrow so then we all have 2 wish him a happy bday umm im in love with him n he knos it n it feels like we're married bc we're always 2gehter n she thinks that we're jsut friends n i havent told her that we're datin i think it would b 2 weird for but ne wayz im so happy hes so sweet n i think im fallin in love fallin in love yea like the song yea so on n so forth his brother n i made a bet that if i break his heart i have 2 pay his brother 500$ heck yes im so guna win i would never break his heart i have a hard time gettin mad @ him bc hes so darn cute!! lol u guys should really c him yea now he tries 2 buy my everythin n i jsut wont bc im so not used 2 it n i dont wana get used 2 it bc i might get attached but i still love him bc hes the most sweetest cutest thing but ne wayz lifes good n great but i g2g ttyl
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| omg!! tues. |
[30 Aug 2005|06:23pm] |
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ok here's the news for 2day already!!! god lol but ne ways theirs this kid me n my friend like n he doesnt like her more than a friend and hes crushin on me n im havin a hard time bc shes like thrown over him n its bad but i think hes a great guy n hes really sweet n cute but shhh he doesnt kno ne of this n he would make a good bf but i dk yet bc im still tryin 2 get 2 kno him better b4 ne thin happens ..... but i hope this 1 lasts for real bc i cant stand them wen they leave n drag u along but who knos im not sure if i wana show my affection but ill try even if it hurts
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[29 Aug 2005|06:59pm] |
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omg we met this really hott guy n me n my friend n now were fightin over him but i gave him up 2 her but ne wayz my grandpa is ok n i miss him but i really hope he gets better my grandma is goin crazy bc she scared that shes guna b alone n boy do we have ups n down stress central is me bc everythin is b in pushed down on me i cant take it im startin to get gray hair lol jp but i keep gettin these stupid migraines im jsut guan need a better bf n i could hope for y family 2 b happier
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